呆呆向前冲

悲伤钢琴曲-Annabelle

就是我现在背景音乐这首，实在是太动人了

还有the truth that you leave

好好听～

终于把半个月前去大烟山的照片上传了

今天出了一个不大不小的车祸：

下午6点钟去steelyard的walmart买菜，赶上下班高峰

W90上堵车，从引道上了高速后得慢慢从车阵中挪到内道去

正好又赶上下大雨

我只好扭头去看后面的车

一部留神，前面的车停住了

没反应过来一头撞人家车屁股上去了

 

我整个人一瞬间就撞傻了

回过神来看到前车打灯去了紧急道，赶紧也打方向盘

发现车子一点反应也没有

手忙脚乱了一阵后发现档被撞到了P档

这才发现包包还有包包里的东西掉了一地

两个膝盖因为撞到了方向盘，痛的要命

 

被撞的是个小黑人

下来看了一下他的车基本上没啥问题，说了我几句就走了

我在雨中大概看了下我自己的车，好像头部有点变形

 

回家后仔细查看了一下

bumper上蹭了一些对方的漆

引擎盖有点歪，鼓起来了一些

车头灯松了一个

总的来说问题不大

而且幸好对方车没出问题，不然真是麻烦死

 

回来后右腿小腿痛的要命

膝盖也青了

明天还要给车车去bodywork

哎，估计是我这几天太爽了吧

 

不过真的挺心惊的

我撞的还是停下来的车，速度也不快

冲击力就这么大了（撞的一瞬间我都懵了）

如果对方也有速度，两车对撞的冲击力得有多大啊！

开车的筒子们一定要注意了

哪怕是平时开local的速度一旦装上了

后果都是挺严重的

不经历过这一遭，没这么深切的感受

大家一定要注意安全哦！

 

 

 

A lady assistant in Merck called me this morning before I got up-- so.......I got a message..........They asked me to give them the answer ASAP because they are interviewing other candidates now.

 

Well,  I had a short conversation with Brian.

 

Just now, I wrote an email to the administrative assistant.

 

I gave up this opportunity.  There is no possibility although I already realized it at the first beginning.

 

However, I feel a little bit depressed.......

 

Anyway, thanks, my friends.....All you said are exactly right..........

 

fighting fighting~~~~~~~~~

A lady assistant in Merck called me this morning before I got up-- so.......I got a message..........They asked me to give them the answer ASAP because they are interviewing other candidates now.

 

Well, just now I had a short conversation with Brian. Just now, I wrote an email to the administrative assistant.

 

I gave up this opportunity.  There is no possibility although I already realized it at the first beginning.

 

However, I feel a little bit depressed.......

 

Anyway, thanks, my friends.....All you said are exactly right..........

 

fighting fighting~~~~~~~~~

I applied for Merck this Feb because I thought I was going to graduate this year. However, I changed my decision after talked with my boss and decided to leave in next May. When I first had the idea that finish all this science stuff  and leave this cold,boring place soon, I was very excited but depressed at the same time (weird.....but it's true). I posted my resume on Merck's website for three positions.

 

The day before yesterday I got an email from Merck. I will have a phone interview for my first posting - a summer intern in Rahway, NJ!  The director will call me today. I was very hesitated about this interview. It didn't come at the right time. Anyway, I feel happy for myself because someone wants me.

 

This afternoon, the director called at 2:03pm. The conversation is too short! I didn't expect he did want to take me. But it seems that before he call me, he already decided to take me. Because he didn't ask me any acdamic questions at all! All he ask is just one question: could you come to my lab for a whole three-month? What a W#$#^%&*^(*! I spent a couple of hours to prepare my resume yesterday! I even study the apoptosis again for him! But the question he asked is the most difficult question I could answer. And I gave him the stupidest answer. I said I am not sure if I can do the summer intern for three month. I need to discuss with my boss. What an idiot I am! So he said he wanted to talk to me boss directly! #$%^&*(

 

What I could do then? The only thing I could do is tell all about this to Brian. He looked serious and unhappy.5555555555

 

So, now, no matter if the Merck director will take me, Brian will hate me! It's ture that I submit the job application before he asked me to stay. I have the right to look for job at that time. But I don't think he will believe that. Damn it! Even he know all the truth, he won't like me. This afternoon I wrote a email to Brain and told him that I won't go anywhere until I graduate.  

 

What a mass!

 

Brian is going to a meeting in Wisconsin today. He said he will talk with me after he comes back.55555555

 

Bad days!!!